So somehow I ended up drunkenly telling the guy I like that he resembles Robert Downey Jr, which lead to us making out in my kitchen for an hour. Which means that oh my god, I don't have to turn 30 without having been kissed, and I'm relieved and I don't mean that sarcastically.

He said a lot of nice things that I'm not sure if he really meant or if he was trying just to get in my pants. (Which no, not tonight. Baby steps.) But all the same there's nothing like being told you're beautiful and wonderful and special.

The major problem is that we work together and people are gossipy as fuck so I really don't want anyone to know we hang out regularly. Because they will turn it into something it isn't. However, basically my entire friend circle is made up of people from work, and I have to really watch my mouth from now on.

Anyway, basically my evening was awesome and I can deal with the other stuff as it happens. And I hope other people who may read this are having nice things happen to them. <3