Its been more than two weeks since I've been to the gym. I don't know when the last time was that I ate a green vegetable. All I have been eating for several weeks now is hamburger helper made with fake ground beef. I have attempted to branch out in the flavors I buy and the add ins I use, but it just doesn't work. I wonder at what point I will be completely unable to stomach this stuff anymore. The amazing thing is that I seem to be holding at a stable weight for now, probably because I'm not really getting any sort of nutrition.
I dreamed about Comic Shop Girl the other night. I haven't thought about her in a long time. In the dream I went to the shop and asked her to teach me to play Magic. In real life I was barely ever able to stammer out the titles of back issues I needed help finding. She's the only girl I've ever felt attracted to, which meant I had no fucking clue how to deal. At least she's used to dealing with socially inept males so my behavior just seemed sadly normal in context.
I didn't eat veggies for like a month. When I finally started they tasted weird. I finally like salad again. The body is strange.
ReplyDeleteYou should explore that. The girl. Sometimes it leads somewhere, and it's always interesting. I don't really know how to talk to girls im attracted to either. I generally just wait for them and giggle
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