Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Trying to get back to my fasting Wednesdays. Although with the working out I'm now bumping it from water only to allowing small amounts of fruit and vegetable juices. I took caffeine pills before I hit the gym this morning so I could power through it. Fuck this body fat, I'm gonna get down to 112.

The real reason I don't date isn't because I can't find guys I like, its because I don't want anyone to see me without my clothes on.

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  1. I feel you. At some point you'll like yourself enough to show it or so many people will tell you they love your body that you'll learn not to trust your own mind.

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    1. Yeah, whenever people are attracted to me I feel like they're just pretending because I don't see whatever it is they seem to see. Especially when they're good looking guys. I worry they're just trying to mess with my head or make fun of me with their friends.

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