Went to my friend's house after work. Got drunk, then did yoga for an hour, then drank more and got high. Picked up a bunch of gossip that put some things into perspective. I already knew I was putting myself headlong into trouble by continuing to crush on the stupid Boy, but there's no turnoff like finding out he fucked the bitchiest supervisor at work. I mean really, ew. I need to just picture that in my head whenever I interact with him now so that I can get past this.
Also creepy guy is really visibly enamored of me to the point where other people are noticing. I've let him drive me home after work a couple of nights because I guess I choose that over being mugged again. Its shitty, but fuck if I know what else to do. And he got ahold of my phone number and has been texting me and asking to hang out, so I keep making plans every night with other people. And no matter how straight he keeps claiming to be (as though that's supposed to reassure me that he's not actually obsessed with me), straight boys just don't call other boys cute or adorable. I mean come on, really?
FML
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