Today I've had 6 cups of coffee and a bag of potato chips. I don't want to eat anything else. I weighed 160.3 yesterday, I didn't have time to check before work and eating today, but I hope it goes down.

My friend found out about my crush on the boy. He's been friends with the boy for 6 years but wouldn't spill any useful info. I guess he's good at keeping secrets after all. I told him not to tell mine, I hope he keeps it. I told him about my ED too for some stupid reason. I fail at keeping my own secrets anymore.

Tarot says I need to love myself before anyone else will really love me. That's so unlikely, and I don't want to be alone.