Its funny how "I will back off" apparently means "I'm going to stalk you and make you like me." I dunno about others, but when this tactic is used on me I just hate the person and hope they die. I hung around after my shift at work because I was waiting for my friend to get off, but creepy guy would just not leave me alone and kept trying to make plans with me and get me in his car. Aw hell no. I ended up leaving without saying goodbye to anyone because I was so upset and scared. I gave him more than enough of a chance to back off, its time to report his stupid ass to management.

My mom now officially knows about my ED. She was more shocked and horrified about it than I'd imagined, considering she goes shopping with me and knows how much of a label reader I am and seeing how she, in her own words, "can cut calories like nobody's business". Her attempts at talking to me about it are all based on segments she saw on Dr Oz and how she thinks I need to stop being vegan and everything will magically be fixed. After how I've fucked my digestive system up for years, me eating animal products sounds like a fine way for me to accidentally become mia.

I'm sleepy and on the verge of going to bed. I'm alone tonight so I don't know how I'll do. I slept really well last night with my friend, it was only for 4-5 hours but at least it was restful. I'm hoping that despite everything being so stressful today, I won't have nightmares about it.