Clearing out my email inbox lead me to a horrifying thing I had forgotten about: pics of me from a vacation I took with my best friend last year. There were a couple of full body candids she'd snapped of me while I was getting ready in the hotel one morning. I just, I don't even know, but I look like even more of a huge fucking cow than I ever seemed to in the mirror. I'm so grateful that she never uses her facebook for posting photos because I don't want these to be all over the internet. When I came home from that trip, everyone started asking me about my weight loss. If I was looking like that and people were saying I was thin, just how bad did I look in the months prior?
Scale said 158.6 this morning. I wonder if I can make my next goal weight before the week is up. It's probably too much to hope for.
I know what you mean doll. Out of a 27 shot disposable camera, I liked three of mine. None were full body. You will be happy as long as you know how to make yourself that way.
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