Somehow I ended up inviting some of my coworkers over for drinks and snacks after work tonight. I hate people, what the actual fuck. I hate people and I don't want them in my house. I don't even know.

It turned out ok, I suppose. My fast today meant that one beer had me completely dizzy and fucked. And then it was awkward because I wasn't eating like everyone else and finally I was like "hello everyone, I have an eating disorder" because apparently I'm sharing this with everyone now. So now that's out there. Ugh.

And then when everyone left I ate a bunch of the stupid leftover snacks (I did toss a few things into the trash before I completely lost my willpower at least). Now I feel gross and angry because why did I ruin today with food? But I walked 4 miles, cleaned like a madman tonight before everyone got here, and was on my feet for 8 hours at work today. I'm hoping it all evens out and at least won't turn into a gain.

Pretty sure I kicked into ketosis for most of the day, which is always nice. I could, y'know, smell that weird off, sweetish sort of smell in the bathroom. Now if only I could make it happen more often.

Better day tomorrow, please and thanks. :/